Update~

i really love the area around my university!
it feels so educational and such xD'
reminds me of the mahora academy from negima, makes me feel like one of the mahora girls! X3'
(yes i am sleepy)
maybe ill draw myself in akamatsu style tomorrow :3'

anyway,
today i found out that the video rental shop next to my busstop at school is closing...
i have been smelling it for a while because there were never any customers there, as far as i saw anyway, and also they had a big sale last week.
well, you might think, so what?
but the fact is that some weeks ago i went in there one day because it was raining outside while i was waiting for the bus, and it was like 10 min til it was supposed to come. they had a sale on icecream that was left from the summer, and i bought two that i were supposed to bring home.
the man behind the counter was very nice, and even wrapped the ices in several plastic bags so that they would not melt on the 45 min trip i have to take to get home.
it worked, and i thought to myself i should go and tell him thanks for doing that for me, and tell him that it worked... but now i dont have that chance anymore... :/
i feel so sad when such things happen... probably he would not remember, but at least ive been there some times hiding from the bad weather outside, waiting for my bus. and we always talked about something.
now i have to wait outside in the cold. :/
that sucks.

anyway. today a drunk guy approached me and started babbling.
im that kinda person who actually answers, i guess im too polite.
and of course, then the person continues talking,
about his life, how young i am, about all my life in front of me and such.
he said he was 71 and ready for the museum. while im, 19, have every opportunity to do anything with my life.
yes. i do have that. but its too much responsibility.
i just feel stress when people say such. because until now, i have wasted soo much time. and i have ENJOYED it.
at least another woman came too, so he talked to her too.
that was nice. because it feels so awkward standing there talking to a such guy all alone.
but i dont think he was any threat.
like the other woman said to me when we got onto the bus, its nice when people talk... just not really that kinda people...


i babble today...
oh and i made a little drawing today, ill post it tomorrow,. ^^